Happy Belated Birthday

I work myself up
Thinking
Overthinking
Remembering everything that happened
Or everything you did

Guilt fills me
When you pop into my mind
Over a memory we shared
Or a place we never went to

Dark days with gloomy thoughts
Are spent rehearsing my apology
For nothing that I know
But saved just in case

Every time I think I’m over you
I never thought I was
Never thinking I would reach the point
Of forgetting your birthday

An aimless trip online today
Reminds me of the date
But not of you
And my relief is almost funny

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One thought on “Happy Belated Birthday

  1. Oh dear! Poor you filled with those ‘dark days and gloomy thoughts’. Things’ll get better – I promise. (But I appreciate that you spill your guts out poetically) Warmly, Arlene

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