I’m so lazy
lately it’s unreal. . .
I was never one of those kids who did hard core studying and got full marks on a test. I was never one of those kids who refused to work. I kinda have always just. . . floated.
I did what I had to do to not get in trouble. . . and absolutely nothing else.
And I’ve floated all the way up til now without failing a
But it annoys me because I’m so used to this habit that I don’t even study. Literally, I’m one of those people who look at something once and can practically tell you it back. If that was what our tests asked, I’d be an A student. But no. . . . they ask for it word for word, off by heart, recited exactly.
I always thought it was so pointless. . . so I never did it.
But the thing which annoys me the most is the fact that I’m so capable of doing much better. I can learn off six page essays the night before with little effort. I just don’t even have that little effort anymore.
And I’m sinking fast.